Hi everybody.

This week was just... mad crazy, like 'a pain in the ass' crazy. I'm glad I survived a bad week coz it always make me realize that no matter how tough or difficult of a situation that you're gg through, it will eventually get better. It always does. I cannot wait for A's and PW oral presentation to be over so that I'll be free like a bird. At the moment, I just feel so tied down with school and training and managing my time so that I can study + train + play for games every Sat + spend time w family and friends + alone time for myself.... It's really tiring.

I did self-reflection for the mistakes that I did this week. And it got me thinking that I've been into a lot of trouble with mum lately only b/c I've been trying to rebel against her. And when she gets mad at me (which she have every right to be) I get angry too, feeling like she don't u/s me and that causes me to be unhappy. I hate being unhappy coz I feel moody all the time I don't even smile which is so tiring coz I'm not like that. I like to laugh and be happy and joke around and have fun.